10&11/365

Holy Catfish Batman!
I was so busy yesterday I totally forgot about my blog! To make up for it this is going to be a extra special post!

First off, Canada won yesterday! Sid the Kid with the winning shootout goal against Switzerland, oh boy was it intense. Next, I played COD for the first official time, and I'm addicted. I'm buying it soon. PS3 ftw!

Today I went shoppping and bought the cutest dress for a hostessing job. Okay, so I haven't exactly gotten the hostessing job YET, but as soon as a position is available I'm in. Plus the dress is so cute I couldn't resist! AND it was only $15!!

I've noticed something. Remember my last post about how I don't get crushes anymore? Well, I think its back. I go to bed everynight thinking about this person, and when I wake up hes the first person I think about. I don't understand why, but it is. Crush? Obsession? YOU decide.

I also wanted to write about this for a long time. A fact once stated that at any givin moment 6 people are thinking about you. I like to think about who others are thinking about. And before I go to bed, I like to think about every single person I know and say a positive about them. I list 2 or 3 positives for the "less popular" people (I hate using lables, sorry!). I feel like not many people would ever think about them, so I like to spend extra long thinking time on them, haha. Kind of a little obsession I have.

Another thing I wanted to talk about was my leadership class. We are in the middle of presenting assignments of Inspiration Moments, and you could choose a song, poem, quote, movie, etc. What suprised me is how comfortable my peers are with our class. We hardly know eachother, yet many people are willing to share very personal aspects of their life. There were stories about death, overcoming cancer, any many sad stories that a certain song, quote, etc have gotten them through that time. I personally am not ready to share any of my hardships with people, and I don't think I ever will be. Its just the way I am. I know it may not be the healthiest way to bottle everything up, but its what I do. My blog post "a little deep, a little trauma" was probably the most I have ever shared out of the dark times in my life, and that was one of the most difficult things I have ever written about publicly. I don't even talk to my parents or best friends about some issues, but I just remember. I am not a victim, I am empowered.

I'm listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DmpM8DMZ9E

and

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lh5_Wdd80lE